Monday, January 05, 2004

in a tizzy. in a confused mess. world upside-down. wanting to smoke packs of cigarettes. feeling languid and sick. feeling sick. lovesick. what hell kind of mess have i gotten myself into? i keep telling myself i'll survive anything. will i survive this with my sanity intact i wonder? i just want to be happy. and at this moment, it seems miles beyond my reach.

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